HIAX THE DAY YOU ABANDON ME, NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU HAD PROMISE, I BLAME MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU TOO DEEP IN THE PAST AND NOW, I'M TRYING MY VERY BEST TO FORGET YOU BUT WHENEVER I TRY I WILL BE REALLY PAIN INSIDE MY HEART, MY WHOLE LIFE TURN UPSIDE DOWN, IS IT SO HARD TO FORGET YOU. WHEN I JUST WAN TO WALK OUT OF THIS I WILL FEEL LIKE DYING, DUN KNOW WHEN WILL THE DAY YOU ACCEPT BUT I THINK THIS MAY NEVER HAPPEN...

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today is Wednesday and N346 having post exam party , i thought it will be a fun and happy day , but , today is the day that i dont want it to be . sho many thinqs happen , make me cry and shout . Why like .. just come & enjoy also cannot ? i really dont no that we will sing Praise song and all . just eat and all also cannot ? i was like .. . we really dont no anythings , and the CGC spend sho many time planning the games in the end you say sho kiddy and all ?! did you think for thems ? why everytime a member must lt a new friend for everything ? God ! why i always need-ed You , i just cant feel You ? i'm just trying to invite thems & make thems stay , no others reasons . i really dont no why you all liddat . x'[

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